It's been forever since I've really had time to sit and type. Today is Ryan's fifth birthday and I am overwhelmed with emotion as I remember the day of his birth. I had waited with anticipation for so long to hear him cry. Oh how great it was the first time he took a breath. The days and weeks passed until we started counting years. He was no longer an infant. Now he is a young boy and my heart just beams. He is so smart and such a lover and enjoys cuddling. I can't thank God enough for allowing me the opportunity to raise such a wonderful boy. I just do the best I can and let God take care of the rest. Happy birthday Ryan. Mommy loves you. You are my heart.